The 10th. Bad or good years awaiting me?

Do you know that, Love is not about finding the right person but creating a right relationship. I found mine,but i'm not sure what about you!?! It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end.

Never question if you are in love or not, because if you were you wouldn't need to ask.
In this love,She is the heroin,the queen,my everything.
and alive without her love, I am nothing at all,
not even truly alive.
I can still remember just the scent of you last night.
When you love someone, you pick up the little things
and magically turn them into something special.

Last night I resigned myself to missing you
for I know I may have the chance the rest of my life to wake up next to you
I hope your heart and mine are forever one!
I don't know about you but here in my heart,
that´s where you´ll always be, you´ll be with me,
here in my heart. No distance can keep us apart,
long as you´re here in my heart.

Love is the shortest distance between hearts.
I would give up anything just to be with you.
If she is the first thing you think of when you wake up,
the only thing you think of when you're awake,
and the last thing you think of before you go to bed,
then she is really somebody special. And yes it happened to me.
Anything is possible when it comes to love.
Your love as far as I can see is all I'm ever gonna need.

Some say it is a sin to love,I never did ask why,
But, if I sin in loving you, I'll sin until I die!
When you realize you want to
spend the rest of your life with a person,
you want the rest of your life
to start as soon as possible!
P/S: Glad we have the fate in this life. Thanks.. Life's not that bad after all

BLING BLING! Materialistic or....

Jewellery need not to be ostentatious nor expensive. It is the symbolises, that is more precious than any diamond or stone. *Zhuen sek yi wong gum,ng kup ngo yat pin zhen cheng yi zhen sum~~~* HAHAHA.....

9th post....

I know.....
in this lifetime, I wont get to have you, But i'll make sure that if I meet you in my next life I wont have to think twice on saying that "I waited a lifetime to say I love you and i want you to be mine for this whole life."
Do you believe that there's love that last forever? I do, but it needs a lot of tolerances and sacrifices for it to last!
When you said forever, you meant a few months. When I said forever, I meant every day until I died. When you said always, you meant until you couldn't handle it anymore. When I said always, I meant until time ended. When you said you loved me, you meant I was no different from any other guy. When I said I loved you, I meant I had never felt what I felt for you.

Moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult for us to move on. I dont miss you, I miss who I thought you was.
If someone you love hurts you cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it.
Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours.
Sometimes you love something so much that it hurts to leave it, but you must. Sometimes it hurts too much to hold on to that thing you love. And sometimes you let go of what you love because it hurts, but then just sometimes... you get it back and live happily.
I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me. I’m going to smile.

Love is never lost. If not reciprocated, it will flow back and soften and purify the heart. It is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.
The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
The hottest love has the coldest end.

Some of us think holding on makes us strong but sometimes it is letting go.
For few love can last a lifetime, but for many not knowing when to let go can hold them back forever.
I admit with you my heart will always stay. With you my thoughts will be every day. You remain to be the one that I regret letting get away. Why didn't I say what I needed to say? You are the one I will always use my wishes on. You are the one I will always wish was never gone. I'll constantly wonder what actually went wrong between us? You know? True love is, when everything in the world is going wrong, all you have to do is look at that special person and, suddenly, everything in the world is right again. I had this feeling and i know you don't. But i'll forever think of what I could've did that was never done.

I hate you...and then I love you...it's like I want to throw you off a cliff....then rush to the bottom to catch you..
Ask me why i keep loving you when It's clear that you don't feel the same way for me. The problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you. Sorry

My 8th

Somebody once said…
A break up is like a broken mirror. It is better to leave it broken
than hurt yourself trying to fix it. I can't escape the thought of you.
Even in my dreams you are there still.
It's not fair how your gone, and how you're moving on so fast,
while I am still living in the past. Is it a bad thing? I don’t know.
Breaking up is not a stupid thing, instead it makes you a better person
and realize your mistakes. I know I did. Letting go of someone dear to you is hard,
but holding on to someone who doesn't even feel
the same with you anymore is much harder.
Trust me! Giving up doesn't mean that you are WEAK!
It only means that you are strong enough to let go!
I'm tired of fighting..in this meaningless battle.
Sometimes we tend to be in despair when the person we love leaves us,
but the truth is, it's not our loss!
but theirs, for they left the only person who wouldn't give up on them.
If your love does not work with that person, it just means that
someone else loves you more.
Remember this!!!
If you can't save the relationship, at least save your fucking DIGNITY and PRIDE!!

Ask yourself this!
When you love her, truly love her.
how are you supposed to get over her?
I've tried everything possible...
but I just can't. Isn't that what true love is? I have no fucking idea...
I don't know what to do now that we're apart;
I don't know how to live without the other half of my heart. But trust me,sooner or later you’ll recover.
My biggest fear is that one day,we will pass each other on the streets
and have an artificial conversation.
There is nothing sadder in this life than to watch
someone you love walk away after they have left you.
To watch the distance between your two bodies expand
until there is nothing left but empty space... and silence.
Watching you walk out of my life hasn't made me
bitter or cynical about love, but rather
it has shown me that if I wanted so badly to be with the wrong person,
how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along.

Now that I have loved so purely and deeply, I have realized how lonely I really am.
My heart used to fought for what it wanted.
But now my heart is having to fight to let her go.
I used to think that it's holding on that makes one strong,
sometimes it's letting go that makes us stronger.
You have to forgive to forget,
and forget, to feel again..
Everything is FADING AWAY soon....

The 7th.

Last Saturday i was at one of my new outlet grand opening event conjunction with Morriston Gold 15years blended whisky. We provided 2 sexy dancers for them, the crowd enjoyed and i enjoyed the show. Even one of the DOM(Dirty Old Man) even tried to kiss our dancer on her leg. =.=" But until today only i realised that i forgot to do the most important thing there. THAT IS TAKING THEIR SEXY PICS!! SHIT!! Just took a fews pic with other girls from my friend handphone. It was tiring night but we all had fun. Cause i get to know 4 fine chicks and party with my friends. Drunk and SssuuUuUuwWweeEeeeeeeett...

Here goes!


Love it!



OK! Enough of this. Lets write something here!!
Yea..yea..yea. Ok guys. i know it's been awhile since....but....

How can I forget you when your always on my mind?
How can I not want you when your all I want inside?
How can I let you go when I can't see us apart?
How can I not love you when you control my heart?

A lost love is never lost unless what's lost is the love for your lover.
Without you there is no love.
Without you there is no me.
Without you there is nothing.
So I'm asking, baby,
please come back.
I cry because I know
She doesn't feel the way I do.
I cry because I think of how pathetic I am,
and I cry because I think I'll be crying forever.

Some people say the worst way to miss someone is when
they are right next to you and you know you can't have them,
but it's worse when you thought you didn't want them anymore
and then all of a sudden you realize
you can't live without them. Fucks up right??
I found it hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone,when you're heart still does. It is now one of my biggest regrets in this life not to have seen the extent of your love for me.
Sometimes I wish I had never met you that night
because then I could go to bed at night not knowing there was someone like you out there. A heart breaking isn't always as loud as a bomb exploding..
Sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather falling..
And the most painful thing is,
no one really hears it, except you..

How can I promise you forever when tomorrow is so far away from me?
How can I dry your tears when I have a bleeding heart inside of me?
How can I ever forget you when your name is etched so deep within me?
Maybe if I had just looked away that first night you came towards me,
everything would be different and my heart wouldn't be breaking right now.

I wish that you were here or that I were there,
or that we were together anywhere!
The saddest love is to love someone,
to know that they still want you,
but the circumstances don't let you have them.
Every single person in this world waits for love in their life.
You say love didn't come to you
but it was right in front of your eyes.
Some people wait a lifetiime for true love,
I should know, I'm still waiting you my love.
Love is born with a smile,grows with a kiss and dies with a tear.



I'm upset when I knew I lost you,
afraid I had lost it all.
Then I realized that losing you,
didn't have to mean I lost me. Cause one day you will seek love
and be sorry that you threw mine away.
Now I believe it when people say love is blind...
Cause I must have been blind to love a person like you.
Don't say we're not right for each other,
the way I see it,we're not meant for anyone else.
It really hurts when you expected so much more
from the person you once loved so much.

Life without you is like a broken pencil,
there is no point.Because I never really had you at all,
I didn't think it would hurt this much to lose you
And now, all that I ever held dear is just a memory.
How can I love again when
I can't stop loving the one that hurt me so much?
If tears could build a stairway on memories alone,
I'd walk right up to it and bring us back again.