I'm sorry i can't stop it

I miss you when
something really good happens,
because you're the one
I want to share it with.
I miss you when
something is troubling me,
because you're the only one
who understands me so well.
I miss you when
I laugh and cry,
because I know that
you're the one who makes
my laughter grow and
my tears disappear.
I miss you all the time,
but I miss you the most
when I lie awake at night
and think of all the wonderful times
we spent with each other
for those were some of the
best memorable times of my life.
Missing you so much it hurts!
I hear the creaking in my heart sometimes,
is that what hurts so much?